All About my Life !!!!

Sunday,Monday... Tuesday will be the day I have to wake up at 6am and drive all the way to college. Getting back the routine that I've left for this past 5 weeks. A kind of mix feeling strikes me for all this to happen so soon. My holiday wasn't that productive after all. Not been doing what I wish for. Partially. I can feel that I will have more tough time coming when this 2nd semester starts. Got more subject that previous and I don't really like the life over there. Not that kind of life I wish for, but I can do nothing with it. I'm lost now with the subject I chose.
Assignments to come and I certainly don't want to do till midnight and being accuse saying that I'm playing computer game but not doing assignment. Looking back at my college life, there's more suffer than joy I can see. Yes I'm somehow envy of some other people out there having such a wonderful life, but what I can do. LIVE WITH IT.

Got back my result. I'm kinda satisfy with it and it's more than what I've excepted.
Honestly I've not been doing the every best of mine for that because I'm a very lazy person and have been doing last minute work most of the time.
I never blame on anything in timing just that the efficiency of own work doesn't cope up with the others.

Selection of subject is just like shit. I'm totally blur in which subject to choose.
I lost my track. Saying is always easier than doing.
"Choosing which subject you like and just study with it"
if as easy as that I won't be like what I'm now. There's this thing called as combination of subject. The weight age for each assignments are different and when it comes together will be like a bomb. So far I've just chose leadership in business and computer science. This is certainly a bad choice because both doesn't relates to what I had learn at 1st semester. While for the another two will be the compulsory subjects.

Sigh, maybe things doesn't goes as bad as I thought of.

If you all so disagree with my study and wanted me to work so badly
why not just stop all my studies and let me work all the way at the 1st place.
By this way you won't have to worry bout money spent by me anymore in future.
Isn't that a good choice? What for I study so hard all this while. You should tell me earlier what you had planned.