This second sem is coming to the end. Nearer to the holiday everyday. It can be consider as a long sem for me yet short. Long is because the previous sem took up only 3months while for this sem the duration is 2x longer than the previous one. Looking back at the first day up to now, those lesson i learn everyday and how i grow and get myself adapt to the new environment is just so remarkable. Pros and cons which I don't want to mention too much. Just that overall of it was quite awesome journey.
Was thinking when I am having my holiday, it can't be considered as a holiday because i have other stuff on hand i have to work on every time i have my free time. Quite hate those life but i just have to get used to it.
I can't do and help you as much as I can now already. That's what i am afraid of.
Can't be there when needed.
Looking at the positive side! It's good also to learn how to be independent a little bit sometimes. :)
No more superman mission! and wait, no more ICE! that's the worst part of all !
Anyways, that's just some little concern of mine and it will be alright cause i know we can face it and effort will be put in.
Bit by bit, one step at a time and the whole thing will be build and hold strong.
At times, a little bit of scratches and scars couldn't be avoided but we still get through it every time and we will still be doing great! * i don't know what i am typing also actually *

I somehow quite miss my high school life. Of course, the exam part couldn't be excluded. That's the best part of all. By that time, way back to high school time we think life wouldn't be any worst than us here. Study tuition everytime but end up failing the subject too. That's part of the enjoying moments. We learn how to climb back when we fall. All the outside school activities, there's just so so so much to be written but I will just cut it short. I miss some of the mamak session, skip school, the time where we stay over in cybercafe, the moment where we spend our day at pao's house and also the sports and all. Not forgetting all the craps and jokes. We didn't take much picture together but it have all captured in my memory.
I am very grateful that I have a bunch of awesome friends that accompany and coloured my life in high school. If they ever read this, they might think it's quite geli or what so ever cause of egoness but I really miss them so badly. :)

What a day.

It has been a long time ever since I wrote something about my daily life. I find out that today I start my day off with such an experience.

My sister somehow got a post in PBSM in her school. Meanwhile, she's going to attend the camp held by the club every year. I don't really recall the name of the camp and I don't even want to know about it. They committee asked them to attend a meeting and the purpose of it is to inform and give those who will be going to the camp some brief information.

Now I can start off with my 'interesting' story. I wonder which stupid fella state the order saying that if you reach early you will get bonus or what so ever. The meeting for this morning actually starts at 8am. REMEMBER THIS! FREAKING 8AM!! and you guess what time my sister drag me up. It's at 6AM in the early morning when the moon haven't even change shift with the sun. She's not all to be blame, i promised her earlier so I have to just do it. Wondering why they all are so afraid of being late or reach on time for the meeting. They chose to reach wayyyyyy earlier than the time being set and do they ever know the people beside them will be involved in all this too?
The night before my sister told me I have to fetch 1 of her friend there too. It was okay for me to fetch just one. Guess what, the second morning she told me i have to fetch 3 of them! I already hated the guys from that area (obviously not my friends) and I have to fetch them. This 3 fella that came in my car this moring looks freaking YS! they just remind me of those "i want to be tailo" dude. They never say Hi then come in and never even say THANK YOU when they left the car. Just so you know, that's not a very hard word to be said when you got help from someone and you this 3 freaking YS dude mouth have been sealed? I reached there around 7+ and after that it was still quite early before i go to work, so i decided to go grab some food for my breakfast. Went to kopitiam, drank coffee and eat 2 soft boiled egg. At that moment i feel like I am a younger version ahpek. Well I guess that's all for the day.

Same word that comes out from different mouth really make a huge different of meaning. Please so it takes a strong heart to digest that

Sometimes, life just doesn't go as how we wish it will be. There are just so many people pulling you back. People asking you to do things their way and expecting the result they wish for. Nonetheless, did you ever think for the consequences and worries that might have make a person doubt when doing anything similar with that?
Sometimes there are just this selfish desire of me wanting to leave everything back and just go do something with the one i care the most. This sounds silly but that's just me, another side of me thinking in that fantasy world.
I wish,
Time stops ticking
Slow down the footstep
Hold on strong &
Appreciate every second