There are times when you make me laugh
there are moments when you drive me mad
there are seconds when I see the light
though many times you made me cry

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man

Chorus:
Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose

There are times when I believe in you
these moments when I feel close to you
there are times I think that I am yours
though many times I feel unsure

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man

Chorus:
Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
I'll always be around you
keep an eye on you
cos my patience is strong
and I won't let you run
cos you are the only one

Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing

Just like another day in college. Waiting for friend after my class ended.

As I was thinking, it is about time for a change. A change for a better future. But at the same time there is also stuff that I concern. However, for now I am not going to post anything emotional because I am not.

Things have been going very smooth recently. It is just the matter of fact that how we look at it. I learned how to look at it. Well, I will try to maintain it in the good condition.

I just feel like writing this.
While for you, being together by my side is never easy. However we still manage to pull it through and come over to here. It is just so delightful and lighten my inner heart to know that there is a person that I could rely on, I could miss of every time I open my eye. Be my listener and look into every side of me.
To the person that look after me when I in whatever stages.
I appreciate your existence in my life lots :)

alright, i'm in a mess now. I don't know what's in my mind. There's alot and alot turning inside out. Having such dilemma deep in myself, i myself don't even know how it happens. I tried to be very good to myself but it turns out badly every time it comes to the end. I hated myself, I hated myself for why i'm behaving such way, why i got jealous so easily, why i got frustrated so fast, why i can't even think nicely, why i can't even distract myself, why i can't even be myself, why i ruin my own life in my own hand, why i know how to advise other people and i can't do it, there's so many why in my mind. and seriously I HATE EXPECTATION! since from small i hate and now i've all grown up i still hate that a lot.
Perhaps i'm not too good in anything. I can't even keep things in it's shape and turn out in a mess every time. yet i don't even know how to read people's mind. Yes alot of people said i've been talking to myself. I admitted that's very true.. Very true, i have been talking to myself a lot. Questioning and answering myself. i just hate how much life torture me. and more like i torture myself.
How much i wish i can just punch on something and everything just flies off like that. I don't like to be alone. but i cant do anything. shut up.