The Plan

After staying here for several weeks. I realize, I actually am proud to be a Malaysian and I miss my home country dearly. Thinking of getting some life here but it was a rocky road. Obstacle starts whenever you wake up and start looking at the world. Everyone has their problems more than other can see from their eye and understanding.
From here, I truly understand that what is like to have this kind of feeling at times. Feeling that just couldn't explained by words somewhat complicated.
At times, looking at more things could

I have lots of plan in my mind and tons of things I want to do with that someone. Lots of plans. Wondering do I still have the chance later on.
Wanting someone to listen to them and see if it is a good idea but I guess I shall just put it in somewhere before I forget about some of it cause I will be getting more busy soon cause more things are coming ahead already.

To have a better understanding of something doesn't mean need to listen and look through it. It is more than that. The best way to appreciate is to feel the pain.
Loving someone and he/she didnt love you the way you want doesnt mean he/she doesn't love you.
To believe is to have faith.

Has been a long time I never see your face already. Wondering how are you already.
Missing the moment seeing you once I wake up and that is the first ever thing that comes in my mind back then. The image is fading already.
Truly miss you <3

Whatever I did was never good enough.

Is time to move on, is time to get back on track and settle down everything. Yap Chee Yuan, start getting on your lifeless life.

The Start Of Something New

This time, I will be blogging about how I am in this new city. A very familiar or even common name to be told, Melbourne. I reached here safely since last week and was busy settling down and exploring this new place. I didn't come here alone but with my mum's accompany, I am not that lonely. Practically she is here for holiday while for me is for a better future that is my studies. I didn't know if I did the right choice or not but what I can say here is nothing, since I am here I have to accept my life and go on with it. No matter how much I miss You and everyone. I know nothing I can change no matter what. Is time to face the reality boy.

For the first week, it is kinda like a holiday for me since my orientation has been delayed to Thursday instead of Monday(which is today). Which is a good thing so that I can have more time to spend with my mum before she goes back to Malaysia. She deserves some time to rest and take some break after working hard the half of her life.

This is some little picture of us. The Thief
The Lovey One
Trying Something New To Her
After A Tiring Day
<3

If, there is a guide line / book in life I would be happy to follow it so at least I wouldn't disappoint everyone.
Sadly, the fact is we are our own guideline. We are our own government.
Those who wish to stay , stay.
Those who couldn't accept it, sadly to tell that I have change and I am not who you want me to be.

Motionless

Will we ever look back only when we missed out the train or we will always be aware of things around us and start putting them as one of all the things that we always cherish for.
Try to become a human that live with no regret by fighting for what we believe in. That is not a code i live by but I am starting to developing it to myself recently.
A very minor things we are facing now might not be much but when it comes to a bigger picture, it has a different meaning to it. This minor things that help to make the whole picture to be perfect.
Start appreciate everything before it is gone for good. I myself will too.

The Road

Who wouldn't want to have this road sign in their life.
Prefer walking into this knowing that there are hope than to drag down the road that are full of memories that I don't wish for.
This is something what we fight for or it will comes to us?
I really don't know how to answer myself.