The Plan

After staying here for several weeks. I realize, I actually am proud to be a Malaysian and I miss my home country dearly. Thinking of getting some life here but it was a rocky road. Obstacle starts whenever you wake up and start looking at the world. Everyone has their problems more than other can see from their eye and understanding.
From here, I truly understand that what is like to have this kind of feeling at times. Feeling that just couldn't explained by words somewhat complicated.
At times, looking at more things could

I have lots of plan in my mind and tons of things I want to do with that someone. Lots of plans. Wondering do I still have the chance later on.
Wanting someone to listen to them and see if it is a good idea but I guess I shall just put it in somewhere before I forget about some of it cause I will be getting more busy soon cause more things are coming ahead already.

To have a better understanding of something doesn't mean need to listen and look through it. It is more than that. The best way to appreciate is to feel the pain.
Loving someone and he/she didnt love you the way you want doesnt mean he/she doesn't love you.
To believe is to have faith.

Has been a long time I never see your face already. Wondering how are you already.
Missing the moment seeing you once I wake up and that is the first ever thing that comes in my mind back then. The image is fading already.
Truly miss you <3