Sick of Trying

     Ever felt like the whole world is bringing you down and at the same time you want to prove yourself worth it so much so badly? If yes then whoever is reading this might be able to relate him/herself to this. After so much effort of trying to prove yourself and do everything so that there will be no flaws to be pointed out by peer. It actually leads more to confusion and lost track of who you should be and you should actually react to certain incident.

     Society norms and taboos are not any rules and regulation that will send you to jail or causes you to be fined. However, it is wrong in eye of society. This all "rules" causes us to feel so afraid to do something the no one could think of or to do something that is right in our mind but the fear feeling that it will be wrong in other people's thought. It only will limit our actions and imagination that will not be executed when it doesn't get much recognition from 3rd party.

     Why am I saying this when I am saying what i said above and how does this relate to proving oneself to another? Personally I feel it does. It does when the person who you always look up as a role model is actually trying to limit your actions and imagination when he/she is applying all this indirectly to you and making you feels that what is "wrong" is "right" or the other way round. There are more than what we are doing now and it grows along with our age when we wants to explore more and more instead people is trying to lock you up in a cage and putting all the wallpaper around telling you how the world looks like.