It is 2013 now and I am totally late to write something before the year ends. Well actually I did wrote something and i drafted it and went for holiday until i abandoned it. Feel bad for myself too. Quite lost my 'kick' to write blog already since so long never write anything or probably don't feel like sharing anything much throughout the year.
Let me write what I have been through this year that I can come out from my mind.
Actually nothing much to be excited or look forward this year also. More saddening than happiness incident I can say.
Went holiday to Penang this... opps sorry is last year January. Is a good start for year 2012 i believe at that moment after i came back from Melbourne for my summer holiday. Drove so many hours for the first time in my entire life. 5hours i guess. Was a good trip overall.
My brother finally graduated after 3years of studying overboard and I am very happy that he is actually starting another chapter of his life and helping out parents when I am away later on.
After that, is time for me to move on to my studies after a long break which means back to Melbourne. I was reluctant and blaming my brother for that because I am following his footstep. Our relationship became worst and not talking to each other for a period of time.
When it is the day for me to go over melbourne, before i take off he sent me a message saying sorry because he is strict to me and i will understand his intention one day later. It touched me so badly and i regretted why i did what i have done previously.
Just after 3 days i land at melbourne, I have to rush back to Malaysia. He left me silently. Just a day ago I sent him pictures of the places there and he said he missed there so badly too and just after a night he left me without saying a word.
That is the biggest impact that has ever happen to me in my entire life i could say. Now is time for me to stand up and be the eldest one that my two sister will look upon.
After withdraw school from melbourne and enrolled in Monash malaysia. A new life is about to start. Meanwhile waiting for the next semester to start on July, I spend my time working helping out my parents to rebuild the shop after it has been burnt on December 2011. Been wasting time while my other friends are already studying and finishing their studies faster than me. I might feel a bit unfortunate but i know i was being fated to walk this path, i have to just obey and walk it down and play my role as it is. Have to at least graduate from degree as it is my last promise to him and myself.
A new uni life has started, taking up new course meeting up new people not much but a few that is good to me and vice verse is enough. Never ask to be popular or well known but just quietly finish up this 3years with less obstacle is good enough for me. *and less fail of course* :P
Throughout the study period, everyone has been kind to me and being understanding to me as studies is important in order not to fail and redo/retake the subject. So, i manage not to fail and get my 'oh-so-okay' result after my finals.
Back to my routine helping out parents but have been planning holiday to bangkok with my girlfriend to go through new year together! :) quite excited about it too.... and BOOOM!! I'm back! too lazy to post about it for now. or maybe forever. hahaha!!!
that's all for Last year..
Hope to see something happy in this brand new year :)
Monday, January 7, 2013
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