All About my Life !!!!

How many times in your life you made decisions after knowing the consequences?
I am impress how can others survive for years of separating and yet be so strong? I am still looking foward for the moment where things reunite but I doubt the feelings will be the same anymore. Knowing how much things change from the pure and innocent act to a place where it leads to misunderstand and expectations. It goes vice versa. I hear this from somewhere, whatever happens to you, there will be a pros and a cons coming after ward. What if things happen to us and it only comes with cons after cons.
It is already difficult back then and why is it happening when far apart. No one feels good and things just arent falling on the right place. Why so?
Why things always just got backfire and so scare of hurting again.
I have no idea. I just don't want to be....