Superwoman

early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
yi ye dou mei shui dan wo bu ceng ru ci qing xing
wo zao can zhun bei le ni ai chi de dong xi
zhe ci huan wo deng ni bei ka fei de xiang wei jiao xing
xiang yao zhao hui mei tian cao chen dui wo wei xiao zhe de ni
hai neng gou zuo xie shen me dai ti wo de qian yi
zong shi wang zhe wo xiao xin yi yi shun zhe wo hu xi
er wo jing ran li suo dang ran rang ni jing pi li jin
you were my superwoman
an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
but i am only human
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo
bu neng shi qu ni
ooh—babe—
you fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
yue guang xia jing jing kao zhe bi ci zhi qiu ye chang yi dian
you duo jiu mei you hao hao kan ni zhi shi ren ding le wo
wu lun zai shen me shi hou hui tou dou you ni de xiao rong
shi wo hu lue le ni ye hui you xiang yao ku de gan jue
mei you yi zhong fu chu ying gai yong yuan xin gan qing yuan
zai gei bei chong huai de nan ren zui hou yi ci ji hui
huan wo ren nai huan wo deng dai bu yao zhen de qi quan
you were my superwoman
an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
but i am only human
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo
bu neng shi qu ni
shi wo ba ai xiang de tai jian dan
yi wei zhi yao wo cun zai jiu neng rang ni qu nuan
xin li wei yi de superwoman mei you ren neng dai ti
bu neng xiang xiang geng bu neng yuan liang zhe yang ba ai hua cheng hui jin
you were my superwoman
an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
but i am only human
(xi wang zhi shi yi ge zhi shi yi ge ren)
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo (bu neng shi qu ni)
if you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me
you were my superwoman
an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
but i am only human
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo (bu neng shi qu ni)
you were my superwoman
ooo~yes,u were
an jing de zai shen bian wu tiao jian gei wo meng mei yi qiu de wen rou
but i am only human
wo zen me bu dong ni duo ji mo can ren de fan le cuo (bu neng shi qu ni)

I wish I could make myself drunk. But stupid house stay this far for what. I can't even have a chance to do so.
I wish I could smoke all the problem away. But I have to be responsible for myself and people around me.
I wish I could take the car and just bang the opposite car but i don't have to guts to do so.
I wish I could be more understanding, but that's just me having dilemma in myself.
I wish I can jog out of the problem but I know avoiding isn't the solution of all.
I wish I could have all the time in the world to fit in everyone but I can't cause I am occupied by things that I don't want.
I wish things could turn back like last time but I know this is reality.
I wish I could sleep and waking up with the second day is as usual as last time but I know dream never allow me to do so.

There's just this so much I wish I could but i'm not capable in doing it. I just screwed my own life with my own hand. Nothing is much worst than seeing people around you getting hurt by you and you can't do anything to change it. Hoping that time will heal everything. If so I really am waiting that day to come.

This second sem is coming to the end. Nearer to the holiday everyday. It can be consider as a long sem for me yet short. Long is because the previous sem took up only 3months while for this sem the duration is 2x longer than the previous one. Looking back at the first day up to now, those lesson i learn everyday and how i grow and get myself adapt to the new environment is just so remarkable. Pros and cons which I don't want to mention too much. Just that overall of it was quite awesome journey.
Was thinking when I am having my holiday, it can't be considered as a holiday because i have other stuff on hand i have to work on every time i have my free time. Quite hate those life but i just have to get used to it.
I can't do and help you as much as I can now already. That's what i am afraid of.
Can't be there when needed.
Looking at the positive side! It's good also to learn how to be independent a little bit sometimes. :)
No more superman mission! and wait, no more ICE! that's the worst part of all !
Anyways, that's just some little concern of mine and it will be alright cause i know we can face it and effort will be put in.
Bit by bit, one step at a time and the whole thing will be build and hold strong.
At times, a little bit of scratches and scars couldn't be avoided but we still get through it every time and we will still be doing great! * i don't know what i am typing also actually *

I somehow quite miss my high school life. Of course, the exam part couldn't be excluded. That's the best part of all. By that time, way back to high school time we think life wouldn't be any worst than us here. Study tuition everytime but end up failing the subject too. That's part of the enjoying moments. We learn how to climb back when we fall. All the outside school activities, there's just so so so much to be written but I will just cut it short. I miss some of the mamak session, skip school, the time where we stay over in cybercafe, the moment where we spend our day at pao's house and also the sports and all. Not forgetting all the craps and jokes. We didn't take much picture together but it have all captured in my memory.
I am very grateful that I have a bunch of awesome friends that accompany and coloured my life in high school. If they ever read this, they might think it's quite geli or what so ever cause of egoness but I really miss them so badly. :)

What a day.

It has been a long time ever since I wrote something about my daily life. I find out that today I start my day off with such an experience.

My sister somehow got a post in PBSM in her school. Meanwhile, she's going to attend the camp held by the club every year. I don't really recall the name of the camp and I don't even want to know about it. They committee asked them to attend a meeting and the purpose of it is to inform and give those who will be going to the camp some brief information.

Now I can start off with my 'interesting' story. I wonder which stupid fella state the order saying that if you reach early you will get bonus or what so ever. The meeting for this morning actually starts at 8am. REMEMBER THIS! FREAKING 8AM!! and you guess what time my sister drag me up. It's at 6AM in the early morning when the moon haven't even change shift with the sun. She's not all to be blame, i promised her earlier so I have to just do it. Wondering why they all are so afraid of being late or reach on time for the meeting. They chose to reach wayyyyyy earlier than the time being set and do they ever know the people beside them will be involved in all this too?
The night before my sister told me I have to fetch 1 of her friend there too. It was okay for me to fetch just one. Guess what, the second morning she told me i have to fetch 3 of them! I already hated the guys from that area (obviously not my friends) and I have to fetch them. This 3 fella that came in my car this moring looks freaking YS! they just remind me of those "i want to be tailo" dude. They never say Hi then come in and never even say THANK YOU when they left the car. Just so you know, that's not a very hard word to be said when you got help from someone and you this 3 freaking YS dude mouth have been sealed? I reached there around 7+ and after that it was still quite early before i go to work, so i decided to go grab some food for my breakfast. Went to kopitiam, drank coffee and eat 2 soft boiled egg. At that moment i feel like I am a younger version ahpek. Well I guess that's all for the day.

Same word that comes out from different mouth really make a huge different of meaning. Please so it takes a strong heart to digest that

Sometimes, life just doesn't go as how we wish it will be. There are just so many people pulling you back. People asking you to do things their way and expecting the result they wish for. Nonetheless, did you ever think for the consequences and worries that might have make a person doubt when doing anything similar with that?
Sometimes there are just this selfish desire of me wanting to leave everything back and just go do something with the one i care the most. This sounds silly but that's just me, another side of me thinking in that fantasy world.
I wish,
Time stops ticking
Slow down the footstep
Hold on strong &
Appreciate every second